. . .trying to balance school, art, and people. I don't know how people manage to do it so effortlessly. I think they're all pretending. xP

School is like a black hole that sucks up time. Seriously. It's annoying to get so many new ideas for photography and not have time to make those a reality. Most of all, I hate when my busy schedule just "automatically" cuts off relationships somehow due to lack of talking. I guess all I can do is hope that people know that I still remember them, even though I haven't commented on their artwork/journals or talked to them in a while. I know there's going to be a time when I can be able to do that, I just don't know when. Probably in the second semester. Feels kinda lonely, since the only friends I get to talk to lately are the ones who I have (easy) classes with. Lol. But I guess I couldn't handle them anyway due to lack of time. I hate saying "lack of time," actually. I'm going to change that to "due to a changed schedule." I don't think that sounds better, but technically it's more accurate. Great, now I'm going on about nothing. I wonder if someone's actually reading this, lol. I think I'm getting stressed out about nothing. School's still awesome though, I don't want it to sound like I hate going there. Just that it gets hard to balance a lot of things--but that's my fault.

Anyway, I kinda want to finally upload a lit deviation. Might have that up next weekend.

See you guys later!

~Silver